It is not the editing so much, as my reduced brainage and time in summer and how I don't sign up for exchanges in summer for GOOD REASONS, except I like to be in denial about that. I have used up so much of the limited energy/time doing this and it's STILL NOT DONE and it's SO LONG and I have a blood test on Monday. So I am a bit thinking maybe I should just let it lie till i have some brain and default on the weekend or something, but it's so near done i'd probably still jsut try anyway because i have no sense. And that is what summer is like, really. It has no patience with my delusions of not being an invalid, unlike the other seasons.
ETA: And then instead of stressing, I went and lay down and then later even managed to finish editing it and send it off for beta! It is posted (because I can edit it all i like till reveals).
so i should stop being quite so melodramatic, ahem, sorry. ♥
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It is not the editing so much, as my reduced brainage and time in summer and how I don't sign up for exchanges in summer for GOOD REASONS, except I like to be in denial about that. I have used up so much of the limited energy/time doing this and it's STILL NOT DONE and it's SO LONG and I have a blood test on Monday. So I am a bit thinking maybe I should just let it lie till i have some brain and default on the weekend or something, but it's so near done i'd probably still jsut try anyway because i have no sense. And that is what summer is like, really. It has no patience with my delusions of not being an invalid, unlike the other seasons.
ETA: And then instead of stressing, I went and lay down and then later even managed to finish editing it and send it off for beta! It is posted (because I can edit it all i like till reveals).
so i should stop being quite so melodramatic, ahem, sorry. ♥