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Date: 16 Aug 2015 04:34 pm (UTC)And I have a breeze! It's all fine, it's just me. (It's, I think, because I never know all the time if it is going to be okay or what I'll be able to do, so by the time I'm over two months into that continual background strain, I just start breaking a little at the edges. But we are nearly there! I just have to keep very very calm so I don't collapse when it's september and spoil autumn.)